Things I really want to say out loud but hold in because people wouldn't understand:
You're dumb. Ha ha ha.... yay! That is all. I've been holding that one in for a few weeks now!! I mean, I know I do my fair share of dumb things (trust me I am aware of my many flaws) but do I try and blame anyone but me, for them? Nowp, what's the point in that? If people took a few harder looks in the mirror from time to time and stopped seeing what they want to see and see who they really are... they'd work on it or embrace it! I've got a little of both going on. You know, I'm work in progress and all. Hopefully I'll figure it all out eventually... it would be nice to just live at peace with myself, my life, and my past. I do see changes.... and I do like who I am becoming. Except for the fact that I lose a little patience at times. That's not fun.... but I can go back to the patient person I used to be if I just focus on the bigger picture and do stuff like this to ease my rants. Secrets I keep: I'm kind of a shoe hoochie. ~As I scoured my close...