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People with big brains are fascinating...

Artistically or even just for the irrelevant facts, I am fascinated by/attracted to people with giant brains! I myself, am terrible... absolutely TERRIBLE at everything! I have no talent and am really kind of a bimbo. In school, I successfully was able to maintain average grades in honors classes. I legitimately believe that I WAS the dumbest girl in all my classes and may have solely been there for the entertainment value of my shenanigans! Well, 10 years later and still in college, I think it might have just been confirmed as true. As a kid, I loved having long conversations with just about anyone who would teach me everything from how to watch football, how they acquired the career they are in, to even talks about relationships why stuff happens. I think I may know more than I let people assume that I know... However, academics and writing, is definitely not my forte. Example one: One best friend who I used to work for is urked by the use of the word "agreeance" in our lan...

Things I really want to say out loud but hold in because people wouldn't understand:

You're dumb. Ha ha ha.... yay! That is all. I've been holding that one in for a few weeks now!! I mean, I know I do my fair share of dumb things (trust me I am aware of my many flaws) but do I try and blame anyone but me, for them? Nowp, what's the point in that? If people took a few harder looks in the mirror from time to time and stopped seeing what they want to see and see who they really are... they'd work on it or embrace it! I've got a little of both going on. You know, I'm work in progress and all. Hopefully I'll figure it all out eventually... it would be nice to just live at peace with myself, my life, and my past. I do see changes.... and I do like who I am becoming. Except for the fact that I lose a little patience at times. That's not fun.... but I can go back to the patient person I used to be if I just focus on the bigger picture and do stuff like this to ease my rants. Secrets I keep: I'm kind of a shoe hoochie. ~As I scoured my close...